She's a bitch I swear.. she was all "Hows your boyfriend, Nicola?" all in a bitchy way, somehow she found out.. I was all "Uhm.. it's got nothing to do with you.", then she was like "Shut up you bitch." I mean.... if you want me to shut up, then why the fuck did you ask me a question?! Are you thick or something!? I just said "Fuck you, you stupid slapper.", and walked off. I swear she so pisses me off. I was so damn mad, I came home. I just walked out. Toni signed me out of school for me. Thanks Toni. She needs to grow up.. I mean it. She always finds ways to bully me, yanno? And somehow, she always finds SOMETHING. Well, why let her get me down? Because I have to face her twisted, bitchy comments and arguments picked with me nearly everyday, until I move schools. And this has happened MANY times before, and I can't handle it. I have a stressing life as it is, without her putting more shit onto my plate. If she carries on, I'll punch her one day..

She thinks she's the best, she has to prove herself tough in front of her little group, well, Janine, honey, I have a few words in response to your broken record of a speech..
First off, you don't impress me. Neither do all of your little bitches of girlfriends. I'd be the first to admit that I've done a lot of wrong things in my life. And that I'm different. I'm not you, Janine. I'm not a selfish, narrow-minded little $2 whore like you are. You don't prove anything. You don't even prove that your tough. I've been fighting through all your bitching for nearly 5 months, and then school hasn't done anything but give you a little warning. It isn't enough. It doesn't stop you does it? Well, I'll tell you this.. If the school doesn't stop you, I will. But what half of you ignorant, narrow minded slut don't seem to understand is that I'm growing stronger, Janine. All your bitching is making me stronger. What doesn't kill me, only makes me stronger, and that's true. One day, I'll lay ALL your shit back. I'll have you stuck for words. I'll have you stuck for back-up. And believe me, It WILL happen. No matter what.

Well, the asteriod is like...low low low risk of it hitting, and they'll do something if it were gonna hit us, right?

Yeah, anyways.. Thursday today. P.E. I ain't doing it. I haven't got the proper P.E kit. You have to buy it, either black shorts [which I'm NOT wearing..] and black track-bottoms with the logo on.. I've got the shorts, but I ain't wearing them, so fuck it. Plus the twins are in the same class.. they'll cause shit. So yea..

Missin' David like crazy.. It's driving me mad without him.

And I've been feeling depressed inside for a few days. I don't know why. I don't normally feel this way. [Unless I'm due on.. but I'm not.] The school & my parents thought I was Schoolaphobic.. [Fear of School], which IS existing.. but it's very rare. And.. I think I've got it.. Seriously. I'm not kiddin' yourselves. I wanna see a phyciatrist, to see if I really am Schoolaphobic.. I'll ask David.. He's the one I always run to first anyway. :)

To0dlez!

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AFTER EVERYTHING IS GOIN' GOOD WITH ME & DAFYDD, THIS DECIDES TO HAPPEN...

"Scientists monitoring an asteroid have warned it could collide with Earth in just over a decade."

It's said it'll wipe us all out.

Those goddamn people better blow that thing up before it hits!!.. I'm so scared. :/

WOOHOO! The net's back up..
It wasn't working last night, the stupid thing.. :(

Anyways, oh my god.. I was so damn depressed last night. I was crying on the phone to Dafydd.. I was crying hard aswell. It's because of school. I hate it. I told my mother I wanna get out of there.. She wouldn't listen. We were going to go to the school today at 9am and see the headmaster.. But forget it. I'll go to school, and fight all the stress. :/ I mean, it's only like my last year there anyway.. it's not like i'm gonna stay there until i've finished is it? Because we will be moving to Wales next year anyway.. I can't wait for THAT to happen.

And now? I feel dodgy. I'm happy yet STILL depressed. I'll get over it in the end I guess..

[[ 14 in 23 days! ]]

To0dlez!

Love you Dafydd! <3

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Well today wasn't so bad. Not as bad as I thought it would be.

The twins started off a bit [Janine & Jemma, who I CAN'T get along with to save my LIFE!..], they said something about me and looked at me, with their bitchy, fat friend Stacey.. so I decided, "Well, two can play that game.." and I said something about them to my friends, and we looked at them. You see? It's like a big bad school in there.. You have to stick up for yourself to survive in there, yanno?

They mentioned about seeing me and Dafydd at town. They were all "Is he your boyfriend?" I was all "Yea... why?". And they had the fuckin' cheek to say "Well, no need to feel his leg and his ass in public is there?" I went mad. I was all "Whether I was feeling his leg or his ass, or fuckin' him in the corner of a shopping centre hasn't got fuck all to do with you, so mind your own fuckin' business!". They shut up. Hah, mouthy fuckin' bitches. Their PURE evil. They'll bitch at anyone, not just me. They can burn in hell for all I care. I'll be soooo fuckin' glad when I move and get rid of them!!

Well this might be my last year in that school, since I'm moving to Wales, I asked my mom this morning if it's a "when" were moving, or an "if" were moving, she said it's a "when" were moving, so it's all cool. The school uniforms changed.. it ain't all that bad really. I kind of like it. Anyways..

The headteacher is STRICT! :O Oh man! How stricter can you get!? Oh my god.. I'm scared of him now lol. And yea, it's funny to bully the younger Year 8's hehe. >:) The new Year 7's, we'll leave alone. Their only small.. lol. Their new, so it's fair enough.

My feet are KILLING from Athletics Club after school... oh my gooood they hurt.. lol. I did 800m. And it took me 2.26 secs sprinting. Not bad eh? :) I'm dead proud of that. But my feet hurt anyway. :(

I asked about Gymnastics Classes, their starting them up soon, because I wanna start it up again. AGAIN. I used to do it, until I sprained my ankle on the beam, so then I quit.

Kickboxing? Naaah.. That's off now. I've had enough of that after 4 years lol. Purple belt then I HAD to quit. Fuckin' sad, I tell ya. I cried that night aswell, because I loved it so much, and I was 3 away from black belt, I got so far then I had to quit. Depressing or what?

If you want to check some of my pictures [Geocities sucks ass] go to www.Bolt.com, and search for cherryxkyttyn.

I'm off people.

To0dlez!

<3

Okay so my name isn't Nikilita.. but I liked it so screw you. =P

I'M BACK! WOO!! What a weekend baby! I loved it! He was sooooo freakin' naughty I swear.. If he's reading this, you know what I mean. *wink*nudge*

I now have a webcam, so if you want to view it, please get in contact with me, and i'll give you my Yahoo! or MSN contact. Because i'd like to know who's goin' to view me.. if you catch my drift. If your goin' to ask for "porn views" or "naughty pics"... click the x at the top right hand corner, please. Ick.

And I have new pics with me and David together! <3 But Geocities is being an asswhole so I might not post them up soon enough. Ah well.

We took some videos... lmao. He can fit an whole apple in his mouth, I mean, WHOA! :| Well, considering the apple was only a small one, fair enough. AAAND he was just OVER the line of kinky. Awwwh man, He's the best.. I love him.

..I don't know how to put a link up for my webcam.. If you know, PLEASE contact meee, or comment me, or tag me!! I really want to know!..

Finally, school starts 8.30am tomorrow. How much does that SUCK!? I cant wait to get out of this fuckin' place, and move to Wales. Too many twisted, ignorant, stuck-up bastards in England. I wanna get out of here, fast. And school is depressing aswell. Too many townies in there. It's like, you HAVE to look perfect, or their going to take the piss out of you, regardless. Eh. What the hell.. Only about 5 more months in there.. I might not be there for my Year 9 exams. Thank god!..
And you know what sucks even more?! That the damn school uniforms have changed, the name of the school has changed, the fuckin' headteacher has changed. GOD!! My school sucks @#%*! Seriously, I hate it SO MUCH. I'd do ANYTHING to get out of there. I mean, ANYTHING. Stealing cars to running around Asda in a nappie. :/

Anyways, I'm off.
I love you Dafydd! xx

To0dlez!

<3

I'm gone ppl!! Woo! Seeing Daf in.. uh.. *counts* ummm a few hours. About 2 hours exact. Woo! Can't fuckin' wait!

Well I took a few pics.. and I've realised I look bad.. Lol. I ain't very photogetic this morning. :/ Well I'm taking pics with Daf later on. I might post them up, MIGHT. As we might be out all daaay, we might not have time to. Boo ya! :)

And right now? I gotta tidy up my bedroom a bit. Lmao It's not a mess, but I have to tidy a bit. Moms nagging about my bedroom. So I better go. :/

To0dlez!

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Heeeeey people!!

Well.. It's 23.59. [If you sad twats can't figure what time that is, then it's 11.59pm, just turned midnight.] I'm meant to be sleeping by now..gah. Gotta get up at 9am tomorrow, so it's not that late. Davids getting up 7am tomorrow, he has to leave early innit? He'll arrive here at 1.15pm. Woo! Enough time to wander/lose myself in town. Boo ya!

And.. Micky Sheldrick is a complete asswhole. "i forgive u, but i still think your a twathead." I mean.. what kind of a liner is that?! I reply.. "Naa.. I'm gonna block ya instead. One line of advice though.. Grow Up. Then ask me to unblock ya. Cyaaaz!" Heh. Dickhead. If only you knew how much of a retard you are, you'd wish to kill yourself mate. You don't prove anything good, your just proving yourself a fool. And.. what you ignorant, narrow-minded, self-centered bastard don't seem to understand is that I'm Taken, hun. So, lay off, and find some other girl.. or if you prefer a SLUT to take the complete piss out of.

And right now? I'm going to bed. I'm tired. Blah.

To0dlez!

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Well since this is my first entry, I may aswell introduce myself.